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» I'm Ashley. I'm 19 and I live in Bethlehem, PA. I am in college, going into nursing. I am single... *wink wink* lol
»loves: to be in love, cats, sheep, my family, my friends, babies and almost everything pink.. oh and I LOVE things medical.
»hates: Liars, cheaters, people who think they are better than you.. clowns, sharks, biggots and racists.
Happy 100th entry/Church/Asking for Forgiveness
10:03 a.m. || 2004-05-18
Wow.. my 100th entry! I can't believe it's come so quickly.. Things sure have changed a lot since I last had an entry in here.
I still can't believe that I have been out of high school for a year on June 12th. I still feel like I should be in school... and I can't believe that I'm going to be in my second year of college in August. I guess it shouldn't be that big of a deal, since I'm going to be in a summer biology class so I have something to do over the summer. It's a Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday class from 8-12:50. That isn't too bad, and it could be a lot worse, but it's counting towards my GPA, so it'll be worth it when I'm in St. Lukes. Everyone just pray for me!1 I'm going to need positive thoughts!
I know this is strange, but does anyone know anything about Lakewood Church in Houston, Texas? I was laying in bed half asleep on Sunday night, (actually it would be Monday morning, but anyways, that's beside the point.) and a church program came on and usually I would change the channel, but the Pastor, Joel Osteen seemed so nice and caring that I watched it.. and I usually don't get moved by Church services that I flick through on the channel, but I cried. I guess it was just because what he was saying about letting things go from the past that have hurt me shouldn't be weighing me down.. that God would sort things out for me. I was in bed thinking "I need to get over things from the past, like Eddie cheating on me..." and I need to forgive him and try to forget it happened. Sure, it still hurts, but one da I'll be with someone else and that won't matter anymore. So does anyone know who he is and if it's a credible church? E-mail me if you are in the Texas area or if you have heard about him, because I'd like to know more about him, and I'd actually like to go see him when he comes to New York!
So on that note, if i've ever hurt you, I'm so sorry. it hurts me to think that I could be so awful to people. I want to write Tanya a letter, but i'm afriad that she'll shrug it off, show it to people and laugh, or just not read it. So I could use some guidance, because I don't hate her..I never did.. I just was incredibly hurt by what happened, and my feelings still stand on the other 2 involved and I don't know how long it will take for me to "get over" that. So if you guys have any advice, I'd appreciate it.
Love Always and looking toward the future with open arms!
Ashley