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» I'm Ashley. I'm 19 and I live in Bethlehem, PA. I am in college, going into nursing. I am single... *wink wink* lol
»loves: to be in love, cats, sheep, my family, my friends, babies and almost everything pink.. oh and I LOVE things medical.
»hates: Liars, cheaters, people who think they are better than you.. clowns, sharks, biggots and racists.
Am I depressed?
1:10 p.m. || 2004-01-04
Hey everyone!
How are you all doing? good I hope.. I'm okay.. feeling a bit.. blah. But I'll explain that a bit later.
So my dad has cancer, right? Well, he's been kinda.. I don't know how to describe it, but he's been a bit aggitated lately. I think it's because he's upset and he's pushing everyone in my family away.. I don't know what to do.. I've tried to be there for him.. I've been helping him out with everything that nhe needs, so maybe I should keep on doing what I'm doing.. and he has a MRI, so maybe I should go to that, to make sure he's okay.. oh God.. this is so messed up.. why does this all happen to me? lol.
Also, I've been really upset about not seeing Nick... yesterday I was sick, and all I did was stay in bed. I don't think I'm depressed about it, but I think that if I don't see him soon, it's over.. and that makes me upset as well.. so maybe this wasn't meant to work out in the end... what do you guys think I should do?
Love Always,
Ashley