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» I'm Ashley. I'm 19 and I live in Bethlehem, PA. I am in college, going into nursing. I am single... *wink wink* lol
»loves: to be in love, cats, sheep, my family, my friends, babies and almost everything pink.. oh and I LOVE things medical.
»hates: Liars, cheaters, people who think they are better than you.. clowns, sharks, biggots and racists.
*sighs* part 2
12:11 a.m. || 2003-12-23
Hey guys!
So Monday was a no Nick day, which made me pretty sad.. lol. All I want is to see him and have him cuddle with me, so today (tuesday) is the last hope I have until after the new year to spend some quality time with him... here's his e-mail to me from Friday...
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Ashley,
Sorry I haven't been down yet. We are going to Elmira tomorrow, and get back
on Sunday. My Mom (finally!) thinks I am well enough to travel. Are you free on Monday or Tuesday? If so let's make plans to get together. It has been such a long time!
Love,
Nick
***************************************so hopefully I'll see him today, or I'll be so upset! lol... how pathetic am I? lol... I'm just sick of feeling like I'm being jerked around... he tells me one thing, and he does another.. he tells me that he wants to see me and he sets up dates, but he never shows up, and honestly, I'm getting sick of it all.. I think that maybe this time apart from each other will be good for us, and maybe it will strengthen our feelings for one another.. oh I don't know.. I'm feeling like I'm hanging on by the last strength that I have.. I've been hurt too many times in the past to really trust people, so I'm hoping that he isn't like everyone else, because my feelings for him are really strong, and I've been straight forward and honest with him about my feelings, and I just hope he's doing the same...
Love Always,
Ashley
P.S: sean.. everything will be okay.. trust me. I wouldn't steer you in the wrong direction...